I am confused sometimes. I know she’s not good to me. I can feel it in my heart. We become friend when I reached Canada. Sometimes I feel embarrassed to her. The way she talks to me is not good. I am very nice to her. I am very friendly and willing to give my ears to listen her stories. I am always there if she needs me. But if I need her she always tells me that she is busy. She will only talk to me if she wants me. If not she will just ignore me. Sometimes I am upset but I did not complain. Well, I hope she will change her attitude to me. I know we are not perfect but all I want is fair.